First BT

So i've had my first bt this morning to see if i've ovulated and if i can start the Lucrin injections. I guess this isn't the start of the cycle but i feel like i'm doing something now. Don't get me wrong. I don't enjoy getting poked by a needle but it's better than sitting and waiting for something to happen.

Picked up my drugs. A tiny vail and lots of syringes.

The waiting room this morning was packed with women (and men, which is odd, usually, the guys stay away - maybe it's a first time for lots of them). Waiting room etiquette is unique. Most sit, intently scrutinising their magazine, not a word is spoken (unless you're with a friend or partner). Most of us, i think, steal glances at the others as they sit, wondering if we will notice anyone and recognise them (i think i saw a famous face today, although, couldn't have been that famous if i didn't know the name).

I live in terror of running into one of my clients there or them seeing my name on the list. I mean, what would it do to business! (we run our own company and at the moment, i feel if i were to disappear, it would all fall in a heap... and that would be no good because my clientelle is most of our income... not helping with the stress level)

I'm also off to accupuncture. not sure if it will help, but it is very relaxing and a bit of me time, although, one would wonder why i would want to be poked by needles again and again.

Anyway, waiting for their call to see if we're all clear to start the Lucrin.