End of week

One more hour til it's five o'clock and the weekend begins. This week has been torturous and i bet next week will be more so.

Things i have eaten today:
Bowl of oatmeal
2 hardboiled eggs
Greasy cheeseburger
2 Lemon cream bikkies
Handful of pepitas
1 string of licorice (before i found out i shouldn't be eating that)
2 cups of tea (one with globs of sweetened condensed milk)
Stick of string cheese
Ferrero rocher

I realise my accupuncturist would be fairly disappointed that i have not taken better care of my diet (especially the burger). I guess it's not so bad. But like i said, i just keep nervously nibbling and wanting to eat something. Now i am just dying for thai tonight... or indian which again probably isn't the best thing for me, and i did have a huge plate of greasy fried noodles last night.

We have a full fridge of really good (or previously good) produce that i just can't be bothered to cook. We've eaten out every single night this week (except for monday) but i really seriously don't have the mental or physical stamina to stand by a hot stove and cook things at the end of the day.

Last night, while at the shops, G and i debated buying some early pregnancy tests to have on hand. We opted not to because the temptation would be too great and the chances of a false positive or negative are quite high.

I keep having pains down around my groin and i can't remember if it's like that when i'm getting my period.

How will i ever make it til next thursday?