Monday

On Sunday morning, after me having a cry over our lack of anything settled in our lives, G came back with the following:

1. If this works, we stick it out here in Sydney and the business so that we can both have time to spend with junior.

2. If it doesn't work, we close shop, pack our bags, get jobs in and move to Singapore (and forget the procreation thing for a couple of years).

That sounded good to me and those are now the stakes. Not that we're trying to put any more pressure on me. Both options could be good. And more, importantly, we will be working towards a definate goal.

When you're waiting to have kids, you end up waiting on a whole bunch of other things too. Every question about our lives has been answered with... "let's wait til your pregnant to make that decision". And it is just so frustrating because, getting pregnant doesn't seem to be our choice. So we've been waiting. and waiting. And nothing seems to be happening.

So after these 4 days are gone, we should be know what direction our lives are going in.