Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Singapore bound!

Well, my period is here. It's over. This morning, there was spotting which stopped so i thought maybe it was ok, but now, i think it's heavy enough and we're done with this cycle.

G's upset this time. I suppose he usually is upset but doesn't show it for my sake. This time, he sat outside with the saddest look on his face. I couldn't stand it!

I asked the doc if we can do another cycle right away and if the bt is good tomorrow, we can. And i really want to because the idea of not doing anything makes me so sad. But at the same time, we don't really have the money for it. And we should start making plans to move to Singapore (if we stick to our ultimatum)

I don't know what to do. Maybe it'll be clearer tomorrow.

Maybe it's a sign and we should just give up and go overseas, barren, childless... and start over.

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