I'm feeling good at the moment. Really good. Happy, calm, sane. Sure, a couple hours ago, i was pissy. With life, with love, with work, with everything. Just pissy.
But right now, this very moment, i'm feeling good. Maybe it's because i have just been looking at my sister in law's wedding invitations and thinking of these two young lovers, ready to start their lives together, everything in front of them. Or maybe i just ate a huge slice of teacake and i'm high on the sugar rush. Whatever it is, i'll take it.
Last night was the first night i slept well. Slept all the way through. The previous nights i had been up at 3am to use the bathroom and just not able to get back to sleep. Last night, i made a conscious effort to stay up as late as possible and i slept all the way through. Woke up feeling great.
One more day til the end of the week, then we're heading down to Canberra on Saturday, back on Sunday and then bt on Monday. Been cramping, feeling premenstrual, acting like i 'm probably not pregnant, and for some reason, that's easier to take than waiting and hoping and wondering.
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